Letter to my unborn son

Dear son 

Who I have yet to meet

I pray you have a better....

A better world

A better opportunity

A better chance

I pray you live to see 100

See the world for all its glory

That one distant day 

You'll bury me...

Not me burying my teen

Oh dear son

Be careful

For if the world has not changed

My child I have yet to meet

Your skin will be seen

By some

As something to fear

I pray 

My beautiful son 

That I have yet to meet

No random stranger will see you 

And think of a coon

A hoodlum "getting away with it"

Whatever the it 

May be

I pray my beautiful son

That I have yet to meet

You grow in a world

Where being you isn't a fatal ideal

Where being out with a friend 

Isn't a call for police

I pray 

My beautiful son 

That I have yet to meet

You will not be seen

As a villain

As a criminal

And most of all

I pray

My beautiful son

My beautiful baby boy that I have yet to meet

I pray that when I meet you

You will no longer have to fear

Being in the wrong area

My beautiful black son

Who I have yet to meet

No not pregnant, just came to mind....#TrayvonMartin

Am I suspicious????

AM I Suspicious?? #TrayvonMartin

Usually I try to keep my opinion on legal matters, and injustices that I see to myself, I keep a low profile and I like it that way.

But on this....Silence means another dead teen and no JUSTICE

AM I SUSPICIOUS??

Are we Suspicious???

Hoodies on the Hill 3/23/2012

So for ANYONE who actually thinks Zimmerman was in the "Right"....

Tell me WHAT IS SUSPICIOUS??????????

(Credit to facebook for the photos)

Every day, every flick of the news, this country reminds me of the many reasons I am not in the state of having and raising children.

To have my child shot down like a dog, over a pack of skittles...and a "suspicious " look would not only kill me but honestly enrage me to a point of no return.  Seeing Trayvon Martins parents hold themselves together is saddening and inspiring.  I know I couldn't do it.  Id be in jail myself, no justice for my child, no exceptions for his killer. 

Late night ramblings....

#JUSTICEFORTRAYVON

Miles Per Hour

My friend showed me this and just made my day!

I absolutely LOVE her thought process though....

Crushes are for Masochists..

I've never been one thats really good at letting someone new "in".  So having a 5+ year long crush on an out of state friend never really bothered me.  I never told him, he never knew, and any "right time" timing we would have had was always clouded by other relationships(his and mine).  So now *Poof* and he's not so out of state anymore, and somewhere I found an ounce of courage to mention this years long crush....

Enter the masochistic phase...

Really why tell him?  Does it really change or factor in anything not already there?  Not so far.  Big  'ol open secret out in the world and typical male reaction...cool.  Awesome that is EXACTLY what I was looking for, now  trust I was not looking for some declaration of love and dating, but maybe more than...cool.

the conclusion.  Crushes are for masochists.  And maybe its not so much the crush as it is, the telling of the crush that just leads to punching yourself in the jaw "ow-ness"

Just keep chasing......

So

Adios Tim Tebow.....

Adios Senor....Its a fickle world out here in the NFL....

Growing up in Denver there was one thing very certain, you were a Broncos fan, and you loved Elway. Unless that is you were ME.  Raised in an all Dallas household there was no love for all that was the Denver Broncos. No blue, no orange NOTHING!  Crazy some may say but for me Dallas was football life

But living in Denver for all 18 years of pre-college life taught me one thing....the team as an institution...not as loyal as the fans and even the fans have their fickle moments.  So while the ENTIRE 2011 season was allllllll about how great Tebow was and how Tebow should be the starter and OMG TEBOW TEBOW TEBOW.  Now just 3 months(give or take a week) have passed since the end of the season and well....

Were sorry Tim but Peyton is just......well he's Peyton ********* Manning!  No more "Tebowing", no more 4th quarter comebacks.  Where has the love gone hometown? Where oh where?
Manning to Denver   Oh! Thats where.  Its already left Tebow and embraced Peyton, but I thought he was your hero???  Not to mention the few random...for lack of a better word...Jackasses who got Tebow tattoos....guess what that will never spell Peyton no matter how hard you look at it.

Of course I'm all for loving different players, teams, etc. etc.  After all once away from the blue and orange and silver haze of being a Cowboy house in Broncos country I found there are actually 30 count em 30 other NFL teams out there!  Who knew???  Yes people judge but hey guys Screw u, u grow up seeing really only one team play every week and only knowing the stats of 2 you'd be a little misguided as well.

Still love the Cowboys but hey....things CHANGE

and oh wait for it.....

(FYI::definitely own this shirt)

In conclusion to my full on football rant.  GO RAVENS and well Tebow.....don't cry????  ***sarcastic shrug***

Qdoba

Slowly feeling better, this freaking cold is ridiculously holding on.  So of course the diets gotten blown out of the water I mean really who's thinking healthy when feelin like crap...and why does OJ have 100+ calories in an 8oz glass....

AAAAAAANyway
Sunday update:::

Got to introduce Mr. dude to Qdoba-PAUSE for the fact  that he'd never been there..  Had a good time, forgot all about the long day of work and relaxed. And he ordered in spanish which was just adorable.

Hmmmm so many things to decide.

Time for more Advil