What better to do to avoid the heat

Shopping!!!!

It was a blistering hot day today in the D.C---I'm talking heat index 110!!!!  And now as I write this its being followed up by 80MPH winds and power outages(not at my house Thank you GOD)

So I grabbed a friend and headed to my little slice of bead heaven...Beadazzled

So many beads...so little time, and storage space....and well money.  But its so beautiful.

Going in there is slightly detrimental to my health...better yet my wallets health as well, I get in there and the ideas just start pouring out of me.  Which is GREAT.....except I'm not a millionaire so all my ideas need a basis.  Which is why I bought a sketchbook.  Now I can doodle out all the crazy intense things that pop in my head!

Now Off to enjoy my DC Summer.....101, 101, 96, 94...and we all know those 91s are phony!

TonightJun 29

104^°FObserved High2:45 pm

82^°F

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SatJun 30

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SunJul 8

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Laughs Keep Us Young

Enjoy your Thursday

Forgiveness

I say it

But I don't feel it

I need it

Yearn 

And want it

But the little 

Black hole of pain

Of anger

Keeps me from

Letting it go

Forgetting

Never can truly do that

But I will learn

Use the hurt to

Propel me forward

Use the pain as a guide

Stay open to life

But not get taken

For another

Potential ride

Truth

I've hidden behind a wall

Guarded by what I remember

Truth

I can not hide anymore

The creativity shall flow

Realizations and creations sometimes hit you at the craziest of times.......

1 am this morning and the urge to create and be fantastic struck.

      It also helped I had the input of a buddy to add to the thinking.

And the creativity leads to the thought process.... and the acceptance. I'm all types of scared to embrace this as a relationship but am totally open to it just coming as it comes. Fears of the past really weigh on us subconciously and conciously as well. 

Now comes the push through, I feel like I'm 75% there and over it.  The forgiveness part is whats holding me back.  I'm not angry but forgiving and forgetting are not my strong points. 

Maybe if I write out a letter to the past and to the future I'll be.....

Hmmm

So true story....
I like him and that scares me.  He's hard to read and it makes me unsure....blah

Random rantings....on my way home

Sometimes you just gotta cry

Dunno what it is...but sometimes the best thing you can do is just cry.  let all the stress, pain and whatevers flow away.

So this is what I'm gonna do....watch Wicker Park(See prior post) Watch The Notebook....cuddle with my Ravens bird

And wish Mr. sir was closer cause I just really want a cuddle and a hug....damn female emotions

Epic

Not only is it a great movie


Its got some crazy twisted love/obsession happening.


Go see Wicker Park(its from like 2004) Above scene...the moment I fell in <3 with Josh Hartnett and Coldplay